so....

.....
I've failed some class at university and I can't finish my school this year...
I wish some car or even a plane could hit me right now (*-*);

why do I fail at EVERYTHING?!
wtf, seriously *sighs*

and I need a job (-_-);

kinda back to amekaji

Hello :D !

some of you, who were following my blog even a couple of months ago, know, that I was really inspired by AMEKAJI kei. and now, looking at some recent EGG issues, I kind of miss that style on me...
some examples of more/less amekaji:

(Erichosu! my new love jvajcsjgd <3 )

okay, but what about ORA?!

hmmm, I love that style too D: ! 

but when I discovered colors (yes, lol, like 2 years ago I found out that I can wear some COLOR clothing too :"D ! ) I've just immediately fallen in love with vibrant yellow, blue etc.

and oraora clothing is MAINLY black.

I love black too!

remember: black is not a color, it's a way of life xD !

so, what to do?

hmm, and then, like usual, my fashion guru Kawabata Kanako came to show me the way :"DDD wtf... 

anyways!

just look at her!

she usually wears (or at least used to wear... ) amekaji, but sometimes appears in oraora style clothing!

WHAT A WONDERFUL MIX!

me likey <3

so, Ladies and Gentlemen!

BACK TO FUCKING AMEKAJIIII!

HOORAY FOR COLORS!

and of course, from time to time, blessed oraora style <3

that's all for now :D !!!!!!

love,

Miru

hm hmmm

I think.... I might come back to a bit darker hair D:
and maybe cut my fringe? (o.ó);

I need to re-think about it until tomorrow (x.x);

yes, very random and super short post about my hair again LOL

blog tag and GO POLAAAAAND!!!!!

*note: I still SHOULD BE BUSY with school.... don't even ask about details!*




Hello :D !
first thing...


I was tagged by Mania (^_^)v thank you very much for this :D !


BLOG TAG TIMEEEEE~!

ZASADY: / Rules

1.Należy napisać od kogo dostało się wyróżnienie. / write who's tagged you

2.Umieścić BANEREK. / paste the tag banner

3.Napisać 7 rzeczy o sobie. / write 7 things about yourself

4.Podarować WYRÓŻNIENIE 10 blogom. / tag 10 blogs

1. I love gyaru. I LOVE IT! everybody knows that... even my teachers lol >_>; I want to find my style (finally...) AND BE THE BEST AT IT! WOOOOA! :D lol

2. even tho I'm a shy person in general, I secretly wish to be noticed (as a great gyaru of course lolololol)

3. when I was 13 I used to cut myself and I wanted to die x: I'm fighting with depression, but sometimes... I still want to die. (no, it's not a joke. and it's more serious than it sounds... )

4. I'm NEVER satisfied with my hair color... NEVAH D: !

5. I'm not good at anything 8'D which is a sad thing actually hahahaha (^_^); but that's the truth... SO THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO MAKE SOME MONEY ISSSS.... TO BECOME A CELEB! 8DDDD <--- lol, no. but I'm really scared that nobody will hire me so ugh... no job = no money = no life D: !

6. I don't show my legs. I mean, the bare skin. I hate my legs.... because I have some problems with the skin on them D: FUCKING LEGS (;_;)' <--- it's a continuation of above :"D 

money =  treatments and stuff to make my legs look better :"D

7. I'm not an intelligent person. but I'm intelligent enough to admit it.

I'M TAGGING EVERYONE WHO READ THIS MWAHAHAHA! ;333

SECOND THINGGGG!!!!

FUCK YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

POLAND - RUSSIA

1:1

I can't believe in it!!!!!!! 

http://sport.gadu-gadu.pl/5753214228886774522/cudowna-bramka-kuby-polacy-wydarli-remis-rosjanom1

GOOD JOB!!!!!

POLSKAAA, BIAŁO CZERWONI!!!! 8DDDD 

(eng: Poland, white red)

even tho I'm a SPORT HATER, I'M SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU GUYS!!!

and I secretly wish we can win the whole UEFA championship <3

go Poland :D !

I'm not really a sport fan, but since the Euro Soccer Championship's started, I can only say...

GO POLAND :D AND TRY TO DO YOUR BEST!

any requests? ;3

Hello my dear Readers!

I should be learning... oh, I REALLY SHOULD!

but I don't know... the weather totally sucks and I don't really feel like doing anything D;

too bad that kanji won't just go to my head without learning xP

and my Bechelor's Degree essay won't magically become written (v.v)'

anyways,

do you have any requests for me?

would you like me to write about something specific?

of course, I still remember I have to write about my cheap&good colour cosmetics, don't worry ;D

I will, I promise! (^.^)

*random things time!*

I'm just sick of this stupid hair color... :C it should be dark BLONDE, not dark BROWN D: !!!

I'm washing my hair twice a day now because I so want to get rid of it >___< !!!!

I hope it will wash away, really... I don't want to BLEACH my hair AGAIN D: 

do you know any way to make the colour a bit lighter? (;_;)

what I would love to achieve is Palty's "marshmallow ash" color...

but since my hair is just too dark now, even if I dyed it in some ash medium/dark blond it won't make any difference *SIGHS*

what to dooooooooooooo!!!!

REMEMBER! 

when you want to have MEDIUM OR DARK BLONDE, never - BUT NEVER!!!!!! - buy a hair dye named like that.... you will probably end up like me. with dark brown hair.... always buy a hair dye at least one tone lighter! it's a lesson for me to learn mehhh (x.x)'

okay, that's all for now :"D

I will try to kick myself in the butt and go studying!

love,

Miru