4.7.2014

Hellooooo

Miru desu

I will say something that's not very different from what I ALWAYS say xD

"I'm unhappy with myself"

but that's the truth.

I don't really know anymore what I want to do with myself

I've got two images in my head:

1. my parents' and (let's say...) guys vision of cute girly girl. guys like pretty, "natural" *cough* girls. or so called "kawaii" yeah... or at least elegant and smart looking. and with long black hair )｀ε´(　
FACT: I'm not girly. seriously. I feel more boyish. I'm not elegant either. I mean, it;s boring to me? I like elegant style but with a ROCK touch. that's it. girly? no. I've already started getting pink things. that's enough for me lol (｡・ε・｡)

2. my vision of being a total KAKKOII (cool) type! very genki (uhh.. energetic? xD ) and hyper! slightly casual vkei type? piercings, tattoos and bright short hair (*^ー^)ノ
FACT: I'm getting old *cough* ... when it comes to my hair I'm scared of bleaching or decoloring everything orz besides not many guys like that. I mean, guys that are MY type mehhh...

so now it's the time for billion random pics : D

what do you think?

1.07.2014

Hellooooo

Miru desu.

today is my first anniversary in London!
I came here exactly one year ago, can you imagine? (゜д゜；)
time goes by sooooo fast...

what's changed in my life since that?
to be honest, nothing much (or that's what I think x: )
I've only become independent..
of course I've learned some things about myself and about life itself.

I'm used to live away from my family (university times) but of course I still miss them like crazy あせる

okay

I want to share a few of my thoughts with you!

LONDON

WHAT I LIKE?
+ difference! are you in your 50ies and your hair is blue? it's okay!!! people over here don't seem to care about piercings and tattoos as well! everyone is different and got their own style ドキドキ and I often hear compliments about my hair too ドキドキ even from older people ラブラブ
+ British people are very NICE. or at least most of them xp they're kind and helpful (^ε^)♪
+ pound shops 8DDDD my friends always laugh at me about that xp but I LOVE THEM!!! for 1 pound you can buy so many things (≧▽≦) from food to cosmetics (yeah, branded ones *-* )
+ weather! winter was soooo niceee and "warm" o(^▽^)o

WHAT I DISLIKE?
- transport expenses! transport here is VERY expensive ドクロ for a weekly bus pass I pay 20 pounds! that's a lot, trust me! and it's ONLY FOR BUSES!
- some people having no respect for the country. I can't stand when I see people throwing out their crap on the street or leaving a mess in the buses or (what's even worse in my opinion) in the shops!!! LEARN HOW TO BEHAVE
- school kids... seriously, I can't stand them. super LOUD, with no respect for anyone
- people who don't speak english and they're mad at you 'cause you don't understand them |||:
- underground and trains @@" I simply get lost there...
- NHS (national health service). it just sucks. when you're sick they will just give you an aspirin, no matter what (￣へ ￣ 凸
- when people are sick and they cough or sneeze they never cover their mouths... disgustiiiiiing






hmmmm, I don't know what else to be honest......

okay, I guess that's all for now!

23.06.2014 II

Hellooooo

Miru desu.


Today my necklace's finally arrived

I've always wanted to have Vivienne Westwood's orb necklace

I'm so happy (≡^∇^≡)

isn't it beautiful?

one day I will buy more!!!
and some rings as well
can't wait!

23.06.2014

Hellooooo

Miru desu.

just wanted to share one of my thoughts with you

I've pierced my lip for the first time 7 years ago~

now I've got three piercings in my lip ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ

but I was thinking....


maybe instead of 3 I should make 1 but just in the middle?

what would actually suit me more? (→o←)ゞ


ps.
from yesterday
next to my house I saw a parked car, it's registration number starting with KYO *somenumbers* hahaha o(^▽^)o what a coincidence!

ps.2
don't forget to add my instagram! miru0305 ('-^*)/

I KNOW I DIDN'T WRITE ABOUT HAIR AGAIN m(________ ________)m I'm deeply sorry!!!!
*bad blogger*

21.06.2014

Hellooooo

Miru desu.

just wanted to say, I "love" my job (￣_￣ i)
today I was at men;s fitting room (the worst place in the store, seriously...) and in like 15 minutes before I finished my shift one my managers came to me and whispered:
"be careful! on this floor, and especially in the fitting room there's lots of perverts!"

I was like "...... WAT?"

and then he said "yes, lots of perverted men! when they see a lady they *he said something I didn't understand because it was too quietly x.x'* "

yea, thanks, I already know that (-____-);

........

yesterday I just came back home, took a shower and went to sleep 'cause I had to get up at 6 in the morning today orz

I'm so soooo tired. slept only 7 hours....

I think I'm gonna take a nap now orz

ps.
I bought something that's not black lololol it feels weird to be honest lol

17/18/19.06.2014

some personal stuff I originally wrote on my ameba blog.
maybe I will also share some of my thoughts over here as well... x:

17.06.2014

Helloooo~!

Miru desu（θωθ）/


lately I feel like adding more pink to my life

I don't know what to do with my hair tho... orz

should I dye it completely pink?

but...

the problem is I cut my hair. and now I can only wear extentions (to pretend my hair is longer lol) and they're dark brown (ﾉﾟοﾟ)ﾉ

sometimes I think I should marry a hairdresser lol

what do you think? what should I do?

and I'm going back to my slightly boy'ish image.
I'm not happy with myself, with ANYTHING.

I wanted to be a bit more girly because of the person I used to like.
but after he said "you can look for someone else" I don't feel like being a girl at all.

my friends from work say I'm in a wrong country lol
I should go to Japan and find a guy who would be like me lol
but... such things are impossible.
I'm getting older but I still feel like if I was 14 or something.
it feels bad.

I guess I will just be forever alone ORZ


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GUESS WHAT

I'm going to see SUKEKIYO!!!!!
in UK there are NO concerts... I miss them so soooo bad (TAT)

I want to hear Kyo-sama's voice again!!!!
I can't wait!
but everytime I listen to his voice my heart is kind of breaking..
but then I feel strong again.

I'm not pretty, I've got no future but what I've got is that strength coming from MUSIC

I'm off, goodnight

ps.
I want a new tattoo NOW

18.06.2014


Hellooooo

Miru desu.

While having a short hiatus from ameblo I went to Poland for short holidays

I had to go to the eye doctor as well. and hmmm...

after 16 years of being SURE I'm shortsighted I've found out I'm actually an ASTIGMATIC lol
so I got new glasses and ordered new lenses (still waiting for them tho)

and my horrific no make up face DON~!!!!

I look like a pig


today I'm off and I seriously felt like drinking some sweet cocktail...
but they had none at the store (-.-)'

so this one will have to do too

kampai~!

19.06.2014



Hellooooo

Miru desu.


today I had this customer in my store...
super tall Chinese guy...
very handsome (100% ikemen!)
around my age
with really cool tattoos....

and with....

children.


WTF

this is just my LUCK



lately I was wondering why guys are so selfish?
they all want women who would be family oriented.
BUT
for them it means "stay at home and do everything so I can have fun"
that's not fair, isn't it?
why is that?


btw
today's dusk was beautiful...

<-----  that would be all for now!!!
another post (this time about hair!) on Sunday! (^^)v

don't split!

Hello!!!!

in my last post I got a comment from lovely Minah Park about hair that easily breaks. I thought that instead of writing the answer in another comment I will make a separate post about it (^_^)

There are a few options actually. The first one is probably "the worst" one, especially if you want to grow your hair long!

1. CUT CUT CUT

I know, it hurts to cut your beloved hair :c BUT if like a half of your hair is badly damaged (for example because of bleaching your hair, using hairdryer everyday etc.) there's no point of keeping it like that. 

why?

- it looks BAD. really, unhealthy looking hair won't make anyone prettier

- your hair is focusing on "fixing" the damage so it just stops growing

2. PREVENT!

lets say you cut your hair... what next? prevention of course! you don't want this to happen again, right? there is lots of products that help prevent further breakage!

TRESemmé Anti-Breakage series should work fine c:

if you've got problems with split ends, just try cosmetics that seal them!

Hair care with keratin is also very good for damaged and frizzy hair!

to be honest, personally I don't really have problems with breakage. maybe that's because I stopped bleaching my hair? or maybe because for a long time I've been cutting it every month to get rid of all the damage? no idea. but for sure, after EVERY wash I use a hair serum for my ends.

3. STYLE WISELY

I'm not gonna say "don't use hairdryer" or "stop curling/straightening your hair" because I do that myself so it would be a hypocrisy :D BUT think before you do anything to your hair!

- "styling" starts just after you wash your hair!!! do you rub it with towel? DON'T! it causes LOTS of breakage!

- start using a comb with wide set teeth! 

- to prevent creating tangles use a leave-in detangling spray! I use the one that protects from heat and nourishes your hair C: 

- if you style your hair using a round brush and a hairdryer invest in CERAMIC brush! and really, don't forget to use heat-protecting cosmetics! for thin hair those in spray would be the best.

- don't tie your hair using these really thin ties! they seriously CUT your hair! literally!

- use CERAMIC curling irons and straighteners! also remember to set the right temperature!!! for my delicate hair I use only 160'C

- NEVER start using hot tools on wet/damp hair!!!! 

4. HAIR SERUMS AND OILS ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS!

 Once again, they're definitely the best for your hair. use serum after every wash! when it comes to oils you can use them on the ends instead of serum and/or you can use them for example once a week for an overnight treatment (especially when it comes to Indian oils, Vatika etc.).

5. FOOD FOR YOUR HAIR

 your diet also affects the condition of your hair! for beautiful and healthy hair you need aminoacids, proteins and vitamins (like Zinc, vit A, vit C, vit E, iron and Magnesium). you can find them in such products as nuts, avocado, spinach, beans, beef, sea fish, eggs, butter etc.

I hope this post helped (^___^) !

don't forget to comment! see you next week (^o^)