4.7.2014

Hellooooo

Miru desu

I will say something that's not very different from what I ALWAYS say xD

"I'm unhappy with myself"

but that's the truth.

I don't really know anymore what I want to do with myself

I've got two images in my head:

1. my parents' and (let's say...) guys vision of cute girly girl. guys like pretty, "natural" *cough* girls. or so called "kawaii" yeah... or at least elegant and smart looking. and with long black hair )｀ε´(　
FACT: I'm not girly. seriously. I feel more boyish. I'm not elegant either. I mean, it;s boring to me? I like elegant style but with a ROCK touch. that's it. girly? no. I've already started getting pink things. that's enough for me lol (｡・ε・｡)

2. my vision of being a total KAKKOII (cool) type! very genki (uhh.. energetic? xD ) and hyper! slightly casual vkei type? piercings, tattoos and bright short hair (*^ー^)ノ
FACT: I'm getting old *cough* ... when it comes to my hair I'm scared of bleaching or decoloring everything orz besides not many guys like that. I mean, guys that are MY type mehhh...

so now it's the time for billion random pics : D

what do you think?

new tattoo

Hello~!

Yesterday I finally got my new tattoo <3
Haha, yes, I do love piercings and tattoos >3<;
I was waiting really long for it, thinking about it all the time... if it's good to get another one.
But my previous tattoo has a really great meaning to me. And that new one was made as a tribute for something that without I wouldn't be myself today.

in progress

this is how it looks today. of course it's covered with a haling balm so that's why it seems to be a bit lighter.

As you can see there are 5 sakura flowers and one lotus. It means a lot to me, really.

*sighs*

I still can't finish the one on my back...

not enough money (T_T) and it would really cost LOTS to finish it *poor student* x.x"

But I love it so much! even when it's not finished...

Anyways, I would love to thank my lovely Oneesan Maya and a wonderful Jyoru-san! Thank you for your support and all the help <3 !!!! Ah, I forgot to tell that my tattoo should include one very important sentence, but because of lack of the space the tattoois couldn't add it. But still, I really love you guys and I'm so thankful for all the help!

Now I can't wait for Dir en grey's concert! 20.8.2011 in Cracov.


WILL BE THERE!!!!!!!!!

Miru