17.07.2014

Hellooo~

Miru desu. (°∀°)b

I'm soooo tired orz

right now I'm doing my coleague's shift 'cause she's on holidays. 11-21 and 13-21. however it's not THAT bad, I mean MONEY xD lol they might leave me on ladies' floor, we will see, keep fingers crossed for me ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ

btw, I had to buy new shoes (｀・ω・´)
it's impossible to work in ballerina shoes for so many hours when you have to run from one end of the store to another.. two days ago my feet hurt me so bad I couldn't sleep, can you imagine? so that night I've slept only for 3 hours. energy drinks save me at the moment... o(；△；)o

 I bought these vans *love* :*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:

they're so nice... and expensive even tho I got them from sale orz
and now the best thing: I CAN'T WEAR THEM FOR WORK
why? because they've got a WHITE SOLE (￣へ ￣ 凸
lol wtf
so I bought another ones (not vans lol) just for work. and these, hmm.. not gonna return them xD I needed this kind of shoes anyways (*￣Oﾉ￣*)

so that's pretty much the end of this entry xD this week I only: go to work - work - come back - eat - wash - go to sleep (however I can;t sleep) and again the same thing.. (°Д°；≡°Д°；)

alright, it's time to go now. tomorrow I start at 13, so it means I will have to go out around 11 mehhhh....

goodnight!

(@￣ρ￣@)ｚｚｚｚ

ps.
I just got some watermelon from my flatmate hahaha *happy*

8.7.2014

Helooooo

Miru desu.

I keep on wondering if I should dye my whole hair pink or not. but to be honest I like pink-black more... I think f^_^; still not sure. I just guess I'm scared of two things:
1. to decolor my whole hair
2. pink is hard to maintain when you wash your hair everyday orz

actually I re-do my hair like every 2-3 days (+_+)
pain in the ass, believe me lol


today I decided to not wear my extentions, it felt so weird (ﾉﾟοﾟ)ﾉ

however everyone at work liked it that way, hmmm...

btw, I've got new lenses (^ε^)♪ what do you think?
I'm so NOT used to have light lenses LOL
even tho my eyes are naturally light... I'm too used to brown lenses (´∀｀);

http://www.honeycolor.com/neo-dali-extra-gray-toric.html

yeah, toric lenses.. I'm an astigmatic booooo!!!!! (/_;)/~~
I kinda regret I didn;t take blue lenses... maybe next year (Ｔ▽Ｔ;)

and as a bonus a pic of my new PINK baby XD

I love this bag lol (^人^)

what do you think?

6.7.2014

Helloooooo

Miru desu.


today I will show you my current obsession ^^;;;; and inspiration (for more pink! lol)

he was actually another reason for me to think about changing my lip piercings (but then I've found out that lip piercings in London cost around 30 pounds o_O" ) and adding some pink in my life. now I'm just wondering which of his styles would suit ME more?

GET READY FOR A PIC SPAM OF KOICHI FROM MEJIBRAY : DDDD!

1.cute?

 2. casual?

3. elegant?

honestly I regret I ordered gray lenses instead of blue ;-;' 

and random.

my hair one month ago

and now

well, you can't really see it but I think only my bangs are growing (o.o')

see? and I dyed it two weeks ago orz

okay, that's all xD"

4.7.2014

Hellooooo

Miru desu

I will say something that's not very different from what I ALWAYS say xD

"I'm unhappy with myself"

but that's the truth.

I don't really know anymore what I want to do with myself

I've got two images in my head:

1. my parents' and (let's say...) guys vision of cute girly girl. guys like pretty, "natural" *cough* girls. or so called "kawaii" yeah... or at least elegant and smart looking. and with long black hair )｀ε´(　
FACT: I'm not girly. seriously. I feel more boyish. I'm not elegant either. I mean, it;s boring to me? I like elegant style but with a ROCK touch. that's it. girly? no. I've already started getting pink things. that's enough for me lol (｡・ε・｡)

2. my vision of being a total KAKKOII (cool) type! very genki (uhh.. energetic? xD ) and hyper! slightly casual vkei type? piercings, tattoos and bright short hair (*^ー^)ノ
FACT: I'm getting old *cough* ... when it comes to my hair I'm scared of bleaching or decoloring everything orz besides not many guys like that. I mean, guys that are MY type mehhh...

so now it's the time for billion random pics : D

what do you think?