new post xD

Hello!


I'm finally back with a new post :"D
W końcu wróciłam z nowym postem :"D


Okay, so as you know the previous week and this week were quite... hmmm... busy I'd say (ᴗ˳ᴗ) (see the previous post x: )
Ok, jak już wiecie poprzedni tydzień i ten tydzień były dla mnie dość... hm... zajęte powiedziałabym (ᴗ˳ᴗ) (zobaczcie poprzedni post x: )

but I'm back! still haven't finished everything (at school) but I'm hoping for the best (ノдヽ)
ale wróciłam! wciąż nie dokończyłam wszystkich spraw (na uczelni), ale mam nadzieję, że będzie dobrze (ノдヽ)

but, for a good beginning some pics of my baby ♥
ale na dobry początek trochę zdjęć mojej malutkiej ♥


before surgery
przed operacją












and after the surgery
i po operacją



you have no idea how fucking worried about her I was. me and my mom we were crying while waiting at the vet's... because the surgery was quite serious and like 2in1. so like 1/3 of her tummy was cut ;-;
nie macie pojęcia jak bardzo się o nią bałam. ja i moja mama obie płakałyśmy o nią kiedy ją operowali... dlatego, że operacja była dość trudna i dodatkowo jakby 2w1, więc miała cięcie na 1/3 brzuszka ;-;

but luckily she's doing good now ♥ I can't wait to see her now! (I'm not at home v.v )
ale na szczęście już jest dobrze ♥ nie mogę się doczekać aż ją zobaczę! (bo nie ma mnie w domu v.v )






and of course while going with her for the surgery I slipped on the ice and this is the result *-*;
no i oczywiście kiedy szłam z nią na operacją, to się musiałam poślizgnąć na lodzie i oto rezultat *-*;

btw,

I'm not at homeeee because I was moving out x:
nie ma mnie w domuuuuu bo się przeprowadzałam x:



all my stuff, wtf :"D
wszystkie moje rzeczy wtf :"D

now I live with my Usagi-san ♥
teraz mieszkam z moją Królik-san ♥



some of my stuff still being unpacked lolz
trochę moich rzeczy, wciąż nierozpakowane lolz

I'm happy I live with her （ｖ＾＿＾）ｖ
cieszę się, że z nią mieszkam （ｖ＾＿＾）ｖ




(and I finally have a normal internet connection X"DDD )
(no i nareszcie mam normalny internet X"DDD )

anyways, my moving out to her place is a secret lol x: because my previous flatmates would kill me wth ~_~;
tak czy inaczej, moja przeprowadzka do Królika to trochę taka tajemnica lol x: dlatego, że moje poprzednie współlokatorki by mnie chyba zabiły wth ~_~;

but srsly, now I will pay like HALF comparing to my previous room D: but they couldn't understand that so I just told them I'm coming back to my hometown >.> and when I find a job I will just tell everyone that I'm back *-*;;;;
ale poważnie, teraz będę płacić około POŁOWY tego, co płaciłam za poprzedni pokój D: ale one by tego nie zrozumiały więc powiedziałam po prostu, że wracam do swojego miasta >.> a kiedy znajdę pracę, to po prostu powiem wszystkim, że wróciłam *-*;;;;;;


like 1,5 week ago I got my package from my Oneesan Maya <3
około 1,5 tygodnia temu dostałam paczkę od mojej siostry Mayi <3





when I opened it I was so fucking shocked (*O*)
a kiedy ją otworzyłam, to byłam nieźle zszokowana (*O*)

look what I got >w< !!!!!!!
zobaczcie co dostałam >w< !!!!!!






tube top, front



back



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front


back



CO&LU JEANS ASVDJAVSD *-* !!!!!!!!!!!


I was scared they'd be too small for me >_<;
bałam się, że będą na mnie za małe >_<;

but luckily they fit me PERFECT!!!!
ale na szczęście pasują na mnie IDEALNIE!!!!





these were unfortunately too small for me *fatty* v_v

te niestety były na mnie za małe *grubas* v_v

so I gave them to Usagi-san :3
więc dałam je Królikowi :3

she's so thin that they were perfect for her XD
jest chudziutka więc pasują na nią idealnie XD


SWEETS!!!!!
SŁODYCZE!!!!!!

omfg, these ramune melon sweets are just SO FUCKING YUMMY!!!!!!!!!
omfg, te ramune melon cukierki są po prostu ZAJEBIŚCIE PYSZNE!!!!!!!!!


cosme goods :3
kosmetyki :3


Ziaja's cream (anti acne)
krem z Ziaji przeciw pryszczom

bought it for about 14PLN and for now it works o.ó

I hope it won't stop working lolz x:
kupiony za około 14zł i na razie działa o.ó
oby tylko nie przestał lolz x:


and THIS!
i TO!

can you believe I've found KOREAN beauty care products in POLISH STORE?!
uwierzycie, że znalazłam KOREAŃSKIE kosmetyki pielęgnacyjne w POLSKIM SKLEPIE?!

I was so damn shocked I had to buy it *-*;
byłam tak mega zdziwiona, że aż musiałam to kupić *-*;

it's quite expensive, almost 29PLN for 3 sheets...
trochę drogo, bo około 29zł za trzy te sheetsy... (nie wiem, to słowo ma jakiś polski odpowiednik? :"D )

but, I will try it later or some other day and we will see xD
ale wypróbuję to później albo jakiegoś innego dnia i zobaczymy xD

anyways, it was so cold lately ;-;
w ogóle to ostatnio było tak zimno ;-;





but the weather forecast says that from tomorrow will be better!
I really hope so!
ale prognoza pogody mówi, że od jutra ma być lepiej!
serio liczę na to!

so, see you next time <3 !!!!
a więc, do zobaczenia następnym razem <3 !!!!

PS.

have you listened to Dir en grey's new song "Rinkaku" (‘∀’●)♡ ?
przesłuchaliście już nową piosenkę Dir en gre "Rinkaku" (‘∀’●)♡ ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcUtSJDacTE

I want that new single already v_v
bardzo chcę już ten singiel v_v

ok, byes : D !

がんばって、京！

I was going to write about something different but...
in this situation I can't think of anything else but Dir en grey. a HUGE part of my life. THE BEST part of my life... 10 wonderful years... and I need more.

Dir en grey is on hiatus because of Kyo's throat condition. and I thought this day can't be worse. now I feel like crying, I'm just bleeding inside.
you can think I'm just another "crazy fan" or a stupid histerical girl being in love with "just a band". if you think so, stop reading then.

Dir en grey created me the way I am now. I started listening to them when I was 12 and I ąm turning 22 soon. and every year I love them more and more. I love the way DEG has changed during those years. how they've become more mature with their music and lyrics... and how they seem to be still the same guys inside.

thanks to them, I'm still here...
when I was 13 my life was such a shit, the only thing I was thinking about was just cutting myself and I was waiting for a good occassion to commit a suicide (sounds so emo, I know). I don't know what kind of magic Dir en grey's music had then (AND STILL HAS!) but it gave so much power to live. To tell myself "NO! stop whining you little bitch and just move your ass! DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE, YOU HAVE DREAMS TO COME TRUE!" . I remember when I was reading some interview when Kaoru (if I remember well) said that at first when they weren't a well known band he said that one day they will become famous and they will have a great concerts even outside of Japan. When I was 12 I was dreaming that maybe one day I will get to see them live somewhere. maybe EVEN in Europe. and then they started coming to Europe.... so I thought "maybe I will go to Germany one day to see them live". and in 2007 I couldn't believe in it but... they came to my country - to Poland. I cried out of happiness. I so needed to see people who saved my life! luckily, my parents knew how important it was to me and let me go. it was a miracle to me. the best day of my life. nothing better has never happened to me before. when they started playing "the final" (which is my favourite song) I started crying (I ALWAYS cry when Kyo starts to sing "so I can't live...")... I was standing in front of Kaoru and he saw that. well, he for sure thought how piteous/histerical I am and he smiled (out of mercy for sure lol) at me. I couldn't sleep or eat for 3 days before and 2 days after the show. in 2009 they came to Poland again. and I went to see them again. another miracle... another wonderful memory... same with 2011. because there were so many people who were trying to just CRUSH the others I almost fainted because of the lack of air... so I had to go away. I was crying then for a few good minutes... but I don't regret - Dir en grey is Dir en grey.
and now I'm trying to not cry and I'm praying to God. please dear God, I beg you... let me live like that forever. let Kyo sing. let his voice make more miracles... I can't imagine my life without this music. there's no life for me without it. I need this energy to live. thanks to them I know that there's nothing impossible in my life. with Dir en grey I can achieve everything. God, don't make this passion disappear! I won't be able to live if Kyo stops to sing. NOTHING will be the same anymore.

Happiness and sadness lies too close....

いつも、いつも。。。

いつかDir en greyさんと会いたい。。。これを言いたい。。。
Dir en greyの音楽は心のために薬用に。。。いつも。やめないでください。。。

京さま！！！お大事に！！！！！！！！！！！！

tanning time! お誕生日おめでとうございますDieさん!!!!!!!!

hello hello~!

well, as you already know I want to get some tan x: so I started yesterday with my fav self tanning lotion and bronzing balm (^3^)

yeahhh :D !

I love them <3 hihi

but... I want better effects so I'm gonna try again with the tanning beds... >.>;

10 minutes a week... I hope it won't be too much for my skin and I will FINALLY get at least... beige? (;_;)'

*as white as possible*

hello, UVA :"D

I also bought this today...

I know it's for normal-to-dark skin >.<;

I don't use those for pale skin because they make it... gold.

and I want BEIGE! BEIGEEEE! 

so yeah... x:

also made new gel nails yesterday x:

I don't like doing them by myself because it's just... hard XD

random food porn x:

I started eating like that everyday. my EVERY dinner looks like that!

I hope it will help me lose some weight (T^T);

AAAAAAAAAND

お誕生日おめでとうございますＤｉｅさん！！！！！

(^_______^)

away to Cracov, going to see Dir en grey!

Okay, tomorrow's morning I'm going to Cracov with friends and I'll be away for 3 days ('cause I doubt I will have the internet there >< ). We're going to sightseeing and then on Saturday we'll go to see amazing Dir  en grey LIVE in Poland for the 3rd time <3 I can't wait, I'm so excited!

I really need to see them again (^^)~! their music gives me lotsss of strength!
So I guess I will see you in 3 days (^_^) ~!!!!

Miru

nanana :D

hello there~!

I'm very happy (finally, lol) 'causeeee I got my Dir en grey's ticket <3 ~!!!!

isn't it pretty? (*w*)

omg, I so love that ticket hahaha xD

anyways, more new things.

I ordered new circle lenses. two pairs actually. but not blue lol, this time I decided to take grey. maybe because my natural eye color is grey hmm... I hope they will blend well.

what's more, I also ordered a BB cream and can't wait to get it and try it!!!

yesterday I bought these:

1. make up brush for eyeshadow

2. essence's foundation in 06 natural beige

3. Ziaja's nuno cream for problematic skin

4. white kohl from essence

5. eyeshadow in "star dust" from my secret

most of these are for the fashion show lol.

I also had to get tan ne.

and guess what, for the first time in my life I DID! lol

I know it doesn't really look well, but trust me XD it;s a huge progress, normally mi skin would be the color of my socks lol

I still need to lose some weight and use bronzing balm (~_~);

only two weeks left...

okay, that's all for now :3

Miru