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hello hello~ Miru desu. I'm a Polish girl living in UK!!! but who am I actually?
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Wednesday, 6 August 2014


Miru desu.

just a quick update actually orz

actually I should call this entry "(instant) Ryuuto cosplay (?) and WING WORKS" tehehe (°∀°)b

I feel super tired lately....。(´д`lll)
and sick. yes. sick and tired and sleepy (even more than usual orz)
for example yesterday I only came back from work, ate something and went to sleep (didn't even have any strength to take a shower ;-; ewww, I know... ). the funniest thing is it wasn't even that busy at work. but somehow all the time I felt dizzy and as if I was about to collapse. maybe my "fav" days of the month are coming..? lol (´_`。)

my friend from work kept on nagging about the way I eat lol maybe that's the thing too? hmmm.. so today I did some NICE food shopping (with fruits and veggies) and finally ate some more or less "normal" dinner! om nom nom, beetroots salad (^ε^)♪ !!!

ok, enough about food xD

time for picspam!!! :*:・( ̄∀ ̄)・:*:

some of you probably know that but I totally LOVE AND ADORE Ryuuto-san (Carat, ex. Clearveil, ex. the melt) ~!!! especially with pink or pink/black hair!!!! (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆

so when I was doing my hair yesterday I felt inspired by him tehehe~ (^ε^)

amazing Ryuuto-san on the right side!!!! and slightly less amazing me on the left *wink wink* ヘ(゚∀゚*)ノ

some more hairrrrry pics!


and two days ago:

I'm still hopeless in doing sujimori orz
so only morimori left to me lol (mori hair = BIG HAIR) 川・ε・川


I'm in love!
seriously in loveeeeeeeee~!


omg, I still can't believe that that crazy Lolita23q's bassist is a vocalist now! and what's more - A REALLY DAMN GOOD ONE!!!! (/ω\)

I think Vad+Man is my fav btw! and Mr Fantasix! and Hijrah! love them all I guess!

WARNING! this music is seriously addicting!!!! (☆。☆)


and the last!

I love this band since 2002, I just can't explain how much I treasure their music and how much it all means to me.... o(;△;)o


that's all~!

see you next time!

Wednesday, 30 July 2014

Miru desu.

how are you doing?

it's been really hot in London lately!
I'm melting orz


my hair....

I finally got to do my roots ヾ(@^(∞)^@)ノ

added more pink to the front.
I've kept this pink hair dye for the whole day lol
and finally it's not washing out after 2 times!
after a week it's still pink (≧▽≦)

I really need to learn how to make sujimori hair orz
I only fail at this.  (/TДT)/
but finally for the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I got to tease my hair!!!!
I mean, my hair is REALLY flat orz even when I was going to my prom ball (ughh... ) my hairdresser used 2 bottles of hairspray because my hair didn;t want to tease at all lol

mehhh... but it;s still not as morimori as it should be orz

( ̄∩ ̄#

my next attempt:


in the end I got pissed off and cut my hair lololol

now I think I will let it grow a little bit again and keep it short x:
I like short hair to be honest.

looks more oniikei now I guess? lol
oh well... does anybody know a good method to achieve cool sujimori?

btw, I wish I could do my hair like she does
it's a pure fucking PERFECTION! :*:・( ̄∀ ̄)・:*:


sometimes I think I should've become a hairdresser lol

Thursday, 17 July 2014

Miru desu. (°∀°)b

I'm soooo tired orz

right now I'm doing my coleague's shift 'cause she's on holidays. 11-21 and 13-21. however it's not THAT bad, I mean MONEY xD lol they might leave me on ladies' floor, we will see, keep fingers crossed for me ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ

btw, I had to buy new shoes (`・ω・´)
it's impossible to work in ballerina shoes for so many hours when you have to run from one end of the store to another.. two days ago my feet hurt me so bad I couldn't sleep, can you imagine? so that night I've slept only for 3 hours. energy drinks save me at the moment... o(;△;)o

 I bought these vans *love* :*:・( ̄∀ ̄)・:*:

they're so nice... and expensive even tho I got them from sale orz
and now the best thing: I CAN'T WEAR THEM FOR WORK
why? because they've got a WHITE SOLE ( ̄へ  ̄ 凸
lol wtf
so I bought another ones (not vans lol) just for work. and these, hmm.. not gonna return them xD I needed this kind of shoes anyways (* ̄Oノ ̄*)

so that's pretty much the end of this entry xD this week I only: go to work - work - come back - eat - wash - go to sleep (however I can;t sleep) and again the same thing.. (°Д°;≡°Д°;)

alright, it's time to go now. tomorrow I start at 13, so it means I will have to go out around 11 mehhhh....


(@ ̄ρ ̄@)zzzz

I just got some watermelon from my flatmate hahaha *happy*

Tuesday, 8 July 2014

Miru desu.

I keep on wondering if I should dye my whole hair pink or not. but to be honest I like pink-black more... I think f^_^; still not sure. I just guess I'm scared of two things:
1. to decolor my whole hair
2. pink is hard to maintain when you wash your hair everyday orz

actually I re-do my hair like every 2-3 days (+_+)
pain in the ass, believe me lol

today I decided to not wear my extentions, it felt so weird (ノ゚ο゚)ノ

however everyone at work liked it that way, hmmm...

btw, I've got new lenses (^ε^)♪ what do you think?
I'm so NOT used to have light lenses LOL
even tho my eyes are naturally light... I'm too used to brown lenses (´∀`);

yeah, toric lenses.. I'm an astigmatic booooo!!!!! (/_;)/~~
I kinda regret I didn;t take blue lenses... maybe next year (T▽T;)

and as a bonus a pic of my new PINK baby XD

I love this bag lol (^人^)

what do you think?

Sunday, 6 July 2014

Miru desu.

today I will show you my current obsession ^^;;;; and inspiration (for more pink! lol)

he was actually another reason for me to think about changing my lip piercings (but then I've found out that lip piercings in London cost around 30 pounds o_O" ) and adding some pink in my life. now I'm just wondering which of his styles would suit ME more?



 2. casual?

3. elegant?

honestly I regret I ordered gray lenses instead of blue ;-;' 

and random.

my hair one month ago

and now

well, you can't really see it but I think only my bangs are growing (o.o')

see? and I dyed it two weeks ago orz

okay, that's all xD"