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Saturday 31 March 2012

Cominicawaii Giveaway!

 
check out this super cute giveaway (^_^) !

click on the pic :D !

good luck :D !


Friday 30 March 2012

Inglot's pressed powder review



Hello my Dears!
Today I wanted to make a small review of my pressed powder!
It’s from Inglot (polish brand, yay :D ! *proud* ) aaand it has number 14 lol.
http://inglotcosmetics.com/ ß check them out! Maybe their shop is available in your country (^_^)
Let’s see…



The packaging:




I actually really it! It’s black and looks nice. Inside you will find also a mirror and the make up sponge.
5/5

Color:





I know it depends on your skin tone. But in my opinion, Inglot’s powders (and foundations, etc.) has a really great range of colors! I didn’t have any problem to pick the best one for me!
5/5

Consistency and smell:



Powdery, but not too lose. Very delicate and I’d say.. a bit silky. Smell is really subtle, I don’t think you’ll even notice it.
5/5

Lasting and looks:
Hm, my skin isn’t oily. It’s rather combined going more to the dry type so I can’t really tell if it will give you that super mattifying effect lasting for hours. But when it comes to my skin, it’s quite okay. The powder will give you a very natural look, not a mask-like type. It doesn’t get heavy during the day either. When I use it in the morning and have to wear make up for the whole day, it needs some small re-touches every few hours :7 . When I went to the concert (and got a bit sweaty, which is a totally normal thing on the events like that…. ) it started to get a bit shiny and I had to make a re-touch :C
3,5/5

Price:
I don’t know how expensive Inglot’s cosmetics are outside Poland, but inside the country I think the price is good. I HONESTLY forgot how much did it cost, but it was about 30 or 30-something polish zloty. Not bad, huh?
4,5/5

Final opinion:
Okay, I like this powder! It’s great for everyday use and when you like to look natural (not like you’re wearing a loadssss of it)! Price is fine comparing to the quality. In Poland you can actually buy it everywhere (I think so at least o.o; ). But knowing me, next time I will of course search for another cosmetic “treasure” ;333
In general I’d give it 4/5! Good range of colors, nice packaging, fine lasting and an okay price!



OHHH, I forgot to mention! This is not the best buy if you’re looking for a powder that will cover all your blemishes or just skin-problems D: ! it will give you a really delicate and natural look! So I wouldn’t recommend you that if you don’t have a good concealer OR/AND your skin is a good condition!

Wednesday 28 March 2012

small update in pics



I feel like spamming this post with pics so let's start ne ;D !


FIRST:
some time ago we went with Usagi-san to TK-Maxx, just to check what they have there and stuff...
and we saw THESE (*___*)
OMG, JUICY COUTURE BAGS (;O;) !!!!!

aren't they cool? (;_;) I want one of these (;w;)

next thing:
I finally got my camera, charger and usb cable with me XD 
which meaaaaans: TADAAA, REVIEWS!
I got these Joko's mineral blusher and Miyo's mascara. reviews coming soon!

random pic of Usagi-san helping me in the kitchen 8D


my friend started doing lash extensions and because we're in good terms, she did it to me for free (^_^)! 
when she set up this business, I'm going to put an advertise here :3
for now just pics! my eyes with exte (no make up)



and with make up (below)


cool thing! and pretty comfortable, really!

ah, another buys!
Rossmann's body balm that protects you while tanning
aaaand a hair dye.

tanning 8D


and now! my current hair!
I want to change the shade of this color in a week or so.
but this is how it looks now!






so, what do you think? (^_^)
I've already made one review post but I have to change it a bit and then I will post it (^^)v it should be here this week XD' PROMISE!



love love,
Miru

Sunday 25 March 2012

starting my fight with athyroidosis!





Hello my Dear Readers!
at first let me warn me it's gonna be another personal post about my health O: !




I used to be a fat child, honestly :7 I still remember times when I couldn't buy any trousers because all of them were too small for me... It was because of my athyroidosis (pl.: niedoczynność tarczycy). when you have athyroidosis you gain weight (TOO! D: ) easily because your metabolism gets rebellious and even if you drink only water and "eat" thei air - you can still become a bit fatty *sighs* . I didn't really have problems with it since I was 13, but now that shit came back to me >.< you can imagine how bad I do actually feel :7
the symptoms are: pale (LOL, really x"D ! ) and dry skin, getting easily cold, gaining weight of course and feeling "heavy", bad hair and nails condition, being sleepy and tired all the time. sucks, I know (-_-); I started gaining weight in the summer when in like 3 weeks I got extra 10kg. wtf, it's not normal D: ! so from 42kg I went to 52kg.
I'M NOT SAYING THAT 52KG WEIGHT MAKES YOU FAT! I'm just saying that when it comes to my body shape (pear shape), my height (164cm) and other stuff like that I look good only when I'm around 45kg. my waist is REALLY thin (and my flat chest too, lolz) and I get fatter only on my thighs and butt so now I look a bit... disproportionate :C
tomorrow I will go to do that TSH blood test (EEEEK! somebody please help me askjdvjasvd *traumatic*) and theeeen I will have to go to the doctor (hopefully soon >> ). meh, another damn pills to take (-__-) stupid hormones, stupid athyroidosis!!! DX


I was also searching about that thing on the internet. and what I've found is that if you have athyroidosis, besides taking the right hormones - you NEED a good and balanced diet. so ugh, now I have to be even more careful of what I do eat >____<; and from the lists I've found it doesn't seem to be much >>;
for example I should eat: lots of dairy products (they kick your metabolism in the butt to make it work), vegetables (not all of them tho.. ), brown rice, lots of sea fish, red and green tea, spinach etc.
so! I honestly hope I'll be able to see the doctor soon and go back to my normal weight as quick as possible >.< ! wish me good luck!


love love,
Miru




27.03.2012 EDIT:
I got my results today lol. the norm is between 0,55-4,0 and mine is 5.71 LOL
yes, higher result means athyroidosis. shit happens >.> mehhh

Thursday 22 March 2012

trying hard

to not give up.

don't read this if you don't want to listen about my personal shitty problems with myself again >.>


I wonder why do I always feel not good enough. for anything. I was laughed at since elementary school. I was too fat, too pale, my hair wasn't pretty neither my face was. nothing was good about me. then I grew up a bit in middle school people started to notice that I've lost some weight but then nothing else was good. again, I was too pale, my hair wasn't perfect, my chest was (and still is, lol) flat and my clothes were not good. nothing was. it didn't matter to me if I had friends or not. the only thing that was important to me was how did people see me then. step by step I started loosing my friends. a new "star" came to the school and she was just perfect in their eyes. so why would they need me? what's more, she didn't like me. so others started to dislike me as well. my hikikomori era started. actually, she's destroyed me. I really wanted to commit suicide back then. even tho I was just 13-14 years old, I still think about it.

weird music, weird clothes and everything just weird and pitiful. that's how people were thinking about me, even in the high school. I had piercings and just was an outsider. but I had my best friend with me.

everytime when I see people talking or laughing or even just staring at me for even just ONE SECOND, I think that they must laugh at me or/and talk bad about me. just like before. because I'm always different. different from others, from "normal" people. is it really so bad?

when I started studying I didn't really think I will make any friends. I just wanted everyone to leave me alone and let me be myself. I didn't care if I will have anyone to talk to. but luckily, I do have these people. and still, my best friend. even tho we're not in the same city anymore.

I used to be and I guess I still am - a very fragile person. I often cry when I'm alone. when I have a reason or not really. I don't even know WHY. as you know I have a depression and my psychiatrist said it started when I was around 13. hah, funny, ne. I always lie to my doctor and say that I'm getting better. I've never told her about things from my past. my mom doesn't know either, I think that would make her really sad. so I'm trying to smile, everyday. I love it when just something small - but positive - happens. I know that I wail about everything often.

I change my hair color so often too. I'm never satisfied with myself. I'm always bad looking. and again, people stare, some of them laugh. at me for sure. I can feel it. I don't like myself. actually, I hate myself as much as it's only possible. I often think I just want to die. especially when I think about my future. what I'm going to do when I finish my school? I don't think I will find a good job. and I also wonder about relationships and stuff like that. it's not like I don't enjoy being single. I really like it, honestly! but it makes me feel bad when my mom says she's praying for me to find a good husband, hah. who would want me, come on (-_-); well, maybe besides those psychos that I always happen to meet :7 and then again, my mom says "take off those piercings and start dressing normally, so you'll find a normal boyfriend and people will like you". but would it be "me" ? I guess I've been really in love only once... and I kinda still am. but that's just something impossible. nothing is going to happen. I don't mind that and I wish him to find someone perfect and good, from my whole heart I wish that for him.

I don't write that to make you feel pity for me. I actually write that for myself. this blog is something like a therapy for me. I can share my thoughts with people who don't even know me. maybe some of you do, but 98% will never meet me in real life. it's easier that way.

I just wanted to say... hmm, don't let people destroy you. don't let them trample you like some trash. and what's more - if it happens to you - don't do anything stupid. I've never taken any drugs in my life, I've never got drunk either. that's the only strong point I like about myself. have your dreams and try your best to make them come true. be yourself, no matter what. be good to people even if they treat you badly. care about your friends, honestly. I think that my life is pretty fucked up, but the only things that make me alive are my family and friends. without them I'd be nothing. well, I actually am nothing but I'd be even more... nothing.

jskdbfb chaotic post. sorry for those who read that x.x' I feel sorry for you, lol, really.
I'd better stop my blabling before I become some emo kid (o_O);

***

something more interesting (finally, yay!): this weekend I will take that stupid usb cable for my camera and FINALLY make some reviews! C:

Wednesday 21 March 2012

hair news

 
 
Hey ho~!
well some hair news again LOLOLOLOL :"D
 
because I'm honestly tired with bleaching my hair (and you can guess how bad it actually is for your hair ;-; ) I've decided to do it ONCE AGAIN! where's the logic here?!
let me explain :"D
 
I was thinking about it for some time but hmm... I've never really been ready to make this decision. but yeah, I want to kind of come back to my natural color... and because it's ash blonde/light brown (TADAAA, SURPRISED?! XD ) I had to bleach it again. Usagi-san helped me, thank youuu <3
 
because the final result is kinda... in progress :"D .... I won't post any pic yet. it should be ready tomorrow probably. so, wish me good luck lol XD'

Tuesday 20 March 2012

blog tag and my internet is back!

 
HELLO!
after a few days my internet is finally back (kinda >.> ) <3 !!!
actually nothing important happened during that time but well :D
 
anyways, I was tagged by Lalyck-sama, so here it goes :33
 
The rules:

-Link the person who tagged you.

-Answer the questions.

-Tag 11 other people.

-Ask the tagged ones 11 questions.

-Inform the tagged people


The questions:

1. What do you drink while you are blogging?
TEA! I'm a tea lover @@; ! TEA-ADDICTED! I loveee tea, lol

2. Which Dashboard you use - old or new one?
I guess it'd be the old one (o.o);

3. What is your favourite colour?
hm, do I really have to pick only one..? D: I have a few... black, blue, yellow, grey...

4. Have you got Pen Pals? If not, would you like to have one?
ohhh, yes I do :D ! actually because it's an internet era I exchange emails with them :3 but sure I do and I love it!

5. Dress, skirt or trousers?
trousers. even tho in a good-shaped skirt/dress my legs would definitely look thin... >.<

6. What makes you easily smile?
a few things. my parents, my pets, my friends and messages from someone :3

7. What is your greatest obsession?
hmmm..... Di en grey?

8. What is your daily routine?
I wake up, dress up and stuff, go to school (usually >>" ) and hm. then I go back home and... actually I don't really have any routine (~o~);;;

9. Which colour has the number 1 for you?
probably black

10. What was the last movie you watched and liked?
The Artist.

11. What are your future plans?
finish school, find a good job and my prince charming LOL

THE ENDDD XD

now, who shall we tag my dears? hmm hmm

1. http://www.cominica.net/
2. http://www.alternativekei.com/
3. http://gyaru-usagi.blogspot.com/
4. http://kawaii-maniac.blogspot.com/
5. http://monrabu.blogspot.com/
6. http://agejoperfect.blogspot.com/
7. http://pikkupin.blogspot.com/
8. http://twinkles4twinkle.blogspot.com/
9. http://zombie-hero.blogspot.com/
10. http://gyarusekai.blogspot.com/
11. http://westerngyaru.blogspot.com/

have fun :3 !

Monday 12 March 2012

PLUNKLOCK II 29, my birthday and a SHIRT!

PLUNKLOCK II 29, my birthday and a SHIRT!


Helloooo~!



I wanted to write a long relation from PLUNKLOCK’s live in Warsaw from 29 feb., buuuut I just saw the pics I was taking during the concert and ughhh… only ONE looks QUITE okay (T__T) too bad! Meh…



Anyways!

We went there with Królik/Rabbit/Usagi (jesus, Królik-san! you have to tell me how should I call you here xD ! ) and lol… we were LATE. Haha, stupid bus and stupid club which is sooooooooooooooo far away from the city centre D: ! DAMN YOU, STUPID CLUB! Okay, so we got there a bit late >_>; but the concert was so cool :D ! I really like it when I go to the concert and the band plays live REALLY GOOD!

After the concert was meet&greet thingie (^^). We bought the CD’s and were able to talk with the band a bit :3 and of course get autographs x333’ me likey! Hoho, Haro-san said my Japanese is good (LOL, you Japanese compliment-man XD ! but it felt good, haha!). the band was really REALLYYYYYY nice and very social! Very nice, ne :D !









And today I got THAT from my university friend hahaha xD you will never guess what’s that! She also went to the Germany for their concert and she said that band members recognized her (no wonder XD ! she had a VIP ticket and gave Kazuki-san a plushie! SO CUTEEE!) and bought her some sweets (OwO); I was like “wow!” when she gave me that hahaha xDDD’ so nice!



PLUNKLOCKさん!ポーランドにもう一回来てください!(^O^)



My birthday…. SUCKED XD! That day always suck lol. I always want everyone to not remember about that stupid day. The only super nice thing was that Królik-san made pancakes which were sooo jasvdjacvdsjvcaj GOOD! Yes, I DO love pancakes! They were so yummyyyyy, thank you so much <3 !!!!



And I got also this from my German friend Jessica-chan <3 ! OMG, thank you so much! It was really reallyyyy nice <3 ! (I wanted to thank you on fb but at first I had problems with messages and then I totally forgot, I’m sorry ;; !!!!!)



And now, todaaaaaaaay, I got THIS from Królik-san (*___*) ! you have to admit, that girl has a talent! I love it so much ahhhhh >w< !!!!!




PS.
I REALLY DO NEED THESE BROWN BAMBI LENSES (aka princess mimi chocolate brown) D": ! but no money *SIGHHSSS* ajsvdjasvd

somebody pleaseee buy me them (;w;)'


Thursday 8 March 2012

just a short post

ahhhhhh I have so many posts done actually and they're all saved on my laptop (@A@);;;;
the reason why I haven't posted them YET is quite silly lol.
I need GOOD HIGH QUALITY PICS! I have a camera (tadaaaaaaa XD ! lol) buuuut I keep forgetting to take it's charger from home akhsdvsdvc (x_X);
a few reviews and stuff like that......... yes, you can kill me as a blogger lol :"D I deserve that m(_ _)m

but I will be at home this weekend so I try to search for the charger ('cause for sure I've lost it somewhere in my room @@" ) :"D !

and for now, to keep you at least a bit entertained I will reccomend you to watch this:

http://www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-drama/densha-otoko-episode-list/

yes, that's a drama (o_o); I never watch them normally... but some time ago my teacher told us to watch the first episode as our homework. and now, since I'm sick and have nothing really to do (I don't have a tv here ;A; !! ) I started to watch it... well, it's pretty good I think!

and for now,
baichiii :3

love, Miru

Tuesday 6 March 2012

freakin' huge pic spam

I haven't really posted anything for a long time so I got lots of unused pictures on my laptop (o.o);
soooo, gonna post them ALLLLL now XD okay, not all of them. but most of them lol
GET READY FOR THE PIC SPAM! or close this page 8D


before going out to the Metal Cave for a party called Nippon Freak Show :3

Królik/Rabbit/Usagi's spaghetti haksvdjcds OM NOM NOM <3333


my new lash glue! it was really cheap (o.o)' it's from Koji tho. I guess they've focused on DollyWink's products so the rest of their cosme got cheaper lol xD it's really good and LATEX FREE!

some presents from my mom :3

H&M's cardigan-something xD I know you can't see it well here lol

and this amazing River Island's top (*o*)
THANK YOU SO MUCH MOMMY (;w;)

RANDOM FOOD PORN
spring rolls *drools* omg, there were soooooo good!

especially with sweet chilli sauce <3

random Hello Kitty food! lolz
that milk snack (which is exactly the same as the one from Kinder) and a vanilla yoghurt with a "surprise"
(I had plastic ring lol)



okay... dyed my hair AGAIN

and got some new clip in exte!
these are from REAL hair HOORAAAAY! 


ice cream 8DDD


dying hairrrr



and the result issss... GRAY! FUCK YES! 
finally!!!!!!!!!!! (*____*)

with exte... somehow that grey part is hidden lol (o.ó)'

no lashes, lol. scary me

MIRU IN DA KITCHEN


my spaghetti lol! I never use that spaghetti pasta to be honest... I prefer this kind x:

me doing nothing and spending my days in front of my laptop listening to my fav music C:

with exte again xD





got my new sunglasses today yeahhh!
Tally Weijl is the love xD




LIKE A BOSS
lol

pics made by Królik/Rabbit/Usagi :D !
I always look shitty but well, you have to admit she takes AWESOME pics! (*w*)
and btw, she did my hair too x3



so, bye for now 8DD

Miru