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Wednesday 29 June 2011

ALMOST finished

Hi there~!

So, I'm almost on summer holidays lol.
I mean, my egzams are ALMOST finished...
I totally need a break (@_@);

I failed kanji so uhh, I don't feel really happy... it's all because of my fucking probles with memory, damn you depression D": !
but still, I have to write N4 this Sunday and I need to focus on it now (>_<)"

blah...

back to some nice things.
Lately I've stopped wearing exte >.> I'm just too lazy x':
Today for my philosophy exam I had only one shorter exte.
and I had my fav falsies <3 hehehe, cheap eyelashes from ebay rox ;D






Aaaaand after egzam I went with my friend to the ticket store to buy my ticket for GACKT (*__*) wohoo~happy!!!





What's more, I'm thinking about quit smoking x:
not really because I want to ('cause I don't XD lol ) but because it REALLY costs a lot >< !
and I'm just a poor student (andwantmoremoneyforcosmeticsandstuff x": ) ~_~;; ...




I still want some cosmetics from my fav gyaru brands or just some better ones I really want to try! of course, I still love cheaper cosmetics :D ~! Like Essence, Inglot, Avon etc. Some of their cosmetics are really good and the fact they're cheap makes them even better ;3 just too bad they don't have things like highlighter for example.. so, I'm thinking about buying this one from Canmake


I also want a lip conclearer... probably not this one from CandyDoll, 'cause they're too expensive for me... but maybe from some other brand... who knows x:


btw, I'm still waiting for my BB Cream ;_; meh, I was talking with the seller and I know she sent it... but I'm REALLY fraid that our stupid post office could've lost it D": I'd kill them if they did!!!


uh, okay....
I'll better finish now lol >.>


edit XD !!!

Okay, so I went shopping with my friend Maya :3
I wanted to buy myself something to motivate me with my "quit smoking D: !" mission XD
aaaaand I got something really cool x3 normally, I'd spend that money on cigs >.> wow...




LOVELY BLUSH!
really! it's super cotton-candy and highlighting pinky blush <3


TOKIDOKI EYESHADOWS
shjcdvbsajvdjsavd *___________*
I've always wanted them T^T !!!!!
buying them made me so happy ;O; !!!!






Love you <3

Miru

Tuesday 14 June 2011

semi-hiatus and blogspot issues...

Hi there~!

Well, it's June and my egzamination session is coming... bleh >.<
tomorrow I have two first egzams so wish me luck (;_;)'
I really want to pass this semester and become a 3 year student!
especially after what my friend said yesterday <3
thank you so much Maya-san for cheering me up (;__;) you really gave me a lot of confidence and power to study and to not give up everything.

As you probably know, I have a stupid depression and lately it got worse 'cause of some really bad situation I had with one of my flatmates... anyways, I won't say anything about it 'cause it's a private thing and I just don't want to think about it anymore, I need to focus on other things. but I hope everything will be okay again so I won't have to move out. but, hahah... now besides depression I have an anxiety state and mental breakdown.... so I got even MORE pills to save myself from a suicidal thoughts and stuff like that, meh... I'm such a loser lolololol :'D that's why I didn't really feel like showing up anywhere, on any instant messenger or anything.

Okay, let's stop whining :"D  !

Thanks to Maya-san I feel much better, she was cheering me up and was there for me. and I'm really so thankful! You have no idea how much does that mean to me. Now I really understood that there are my friends for me, they care and they love me the way I am. they want my happiness ... like a week ago, I went on the party (for the first time in my life lol XD ) and then one friend said: "you were the most unexpected guest here, but the most wanted here. We're all are really glad that you came with us" (;_;) awh... I've never heard anything like that before (T^T)

but okay... *sighs*
I will try to study some for tomorrow (>_<)"

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!

PS.
I'm still having this stupid blogspot issues D": I can't leave any comment, follow anyone or just do anything besides posting a new entry. seriously, WHAT THE FUCK DX


Tuesday 7 June 2011

what's with that fucking blogspot (-_-)

from yesterday I can't  even post any comment.
I can't follow anyone.
WTH

Thursday 2 June 2011

small camwhoring post xP

yeah, because I love my exte XD !!!!
lol, like a year ago (when I used to have black hair) I bought one clip-in exte. hot pink with black stripes. I was about to sell it when I changed my hair colour but I forgot about it (@.@)' lol...
and I'm kinda glad I did XD because now I can wear it to add some colors :D !




I fucking love this hair lololol
I don't know if long hair suits me (since I prefer short hair on me and I don't remember the last time when my own hair was long o_O or even medium XD ! ) but I got so used to them!

now I just need more colorfull extentions (^3^)v but now... no money for that ugh >.>


anyways, it's so freaking hot here D": ! I'm just melting, my brain is dying in such temperatures (@_@); 30'C is WAY too much for me D:
take me please to somewhere, where it;s like 20-26'C >.< !!!!!


btw, does anyone want to buy me some accessories from Alba Rosa or CO&LU? xDDDD
I'll be very thankful lol




Miru