just shut up and try your best!

yep,
this is what I'm gonna do now.
I don't want to be a crybaby.

I totally want to achieve my goals.
not only in fashion and that kind of stuff (~_~);;;

I want to pass Nihongo Nouryokushiken this year.
I want to work in the best group like I do now.
I want my Japanese to become better and better
(>_<)

!!!


and of course...
I want to be pretty...
yeah, maybe one day...
*sighs*


wanna be cool like Kanako and dollish pretty like Tsubasa Masuwaka.

PEACE


Miru

okay...

I feel totally, TOTALLY like a piece of shit (*_*);

I will never become a gal.
uh, honestly.
I don't even have a style.
I love Kanako and the way she looks and just everything.
but she's a cute Asian.
and I'm just a fugly... polish girl (_-_)
damnit.

I can't coordinate my clothes and even do a proper make up.
it.. hurts lol.

I don't even have money for clothes (being a poor student sucks... )
(-.-)'

dude...

I don't know what to do with myself.



Miru

Kanako's new hair (*A*)

omg, I love it so much (T^T) !!!!

Miru

dang

staring at Tenchimu's pics makes me feel even fuglier lol

isn't she super cute? D:

click click blog

I envy her (T_T)
meh..
I'm still searching for my own style.
which is pretty... hm... hard.
(_-_)


dang

how to become a cool gal like Kanako?
(.___.)

I don't know anymore.
I like boyish style, mixing gal with gyaruo and vhost fashion....

I don't know what to do with my hair either.
and I still don't know how to glue those stupid fake lashes (>_<)"
everytime when I try it's like... I feel them on my eyelid and it's very uncomfortable.
anyways, I ordered 10 pairs of korean lashes on ebay.
I can't wait to get them.
maybe I will finally learn how to glue them lol (_-_)


I'm such a tard...

besides, I'm looking for a job.
I need it ><

*sighs*

I'm a girl after all, so I need money for.. girly things lol.
living away from home is expensive, I also have to pay for my school.
and of course for the room I rent...
and like all girls, I love shopping (;_;) ...
I want new clothes, cosmetics... stuff.

(.___.)

but it's hard.
because I'm studying.
I finish my classes at 5pm (_-_)
I don't know what to do hahaha



Miru

let's switch~!

......english now x: ?

okay so...
I don't know where to start lol (_-_)
I didn't mean to have a blog in english. just in japanese (my ameblo) and polish (blogspot)
but uh, okay.

so, okay xD

lol

I bought a new concealer

it's from Bourjois.
bio detox organic.

I was actually afraid it's gonna be a shit >_>;
but lol, I'm happy with it haha~

good, natural effect :3

me likey!

I also bought a new winter jacket :D
but about that, next time (^^)

see ya~


Miru

falsies~

zamówiłam na ebayu 10 par rzęs (mix) ~!

teraz nie mogę się doczekać aż je dostanę lol.
co ekhem, pewnie nie tak szybko nastąpi xD

może w końcu wśród nich znajdę ten ideał i będę wiedziała jakie sobie kupować lol

kolejny krok: czapusia zimowa! albo jednolita albo z nordic print :D

no cóż, zobaczymy.
muszę teraz też zabrać z domu zimowe butki.
i ogólnie kupiłabym sobie jeszcze ehhh....

ale...

okane ga arimasen :"D !

niestety, kaski brak.

m.in. dlatego złożyłam aplikację do Zary. ehh, pewnie i tak mnie nie zatrudnią (_-_)"
musiałabym wyjąć cały złom z twarzy. a nie chcę jeszcze.
lubię swoje kolczyki (>_<)"

no cóż, zobaczymy...


Miru

trochę spamu + nowe buty

dzisiaj kupiłam sobie buty, które są.. piękne :D
lol.
oby na tym się nie skończyło (_-_)"

znaczy..

mam nadzieję, że się w nich nie przewrócę x.x"

New Yorker, Amisu :D

happy Miru!

Miru