okay...

I feel totally, TOTALLY like a piece of shit (*_*);

I will never become a gal.
uh, honestly.
I don't even have a style.
I love Kanako and the way she looks and just everything.
but she's a cute Asian.
and I'm just a fugly... polish girl (_-_)
damnit.

I can't coordinate my clothes and even do a proper make up.
it.. hurts lol.

I don't even have money for clothes (being a poor student sucks... )
(-.-)'

dude...

I don't know what to do with myself.



Miru