moving out..?

hello (>_<)
bad news minna-san (;_;)

the guy who is renting the flat I'm living in (+ flatmates) just said he wants to move in in February SO we have to move out until the end of the month.... WTF, SERIOUSLY?! D":
my flatmates are going to live together in the other city probably so I have to find something for myself (._.)" and I'm looking for just a small apartment, one room, no flatmates. I want to live alone with my hamster (;-;)

because I'm not a rich kid, I have to find something with a really good price and in a good location (I'm not going to spend and hour or more in the train just to get to the city....... ). it's a quite good time for looking for some flat because in this time of the year students aren't flowing into the city and  there are lots of flat-advertisements. but I'm still scared, you know...
the wirst thing is that this month I have some exams and then in February starts my mid-term exams... *sighs*

I hope I won't become a homeless person (TT)

silver hair love

hi there :3 !

lately I got sooooo obsessed about silver/grey/ash coloured hair (@____@);

I think they look so fucking cool and I kinda feel like dying my blonde half into silver...

I have no idea if I do that tho XD'

anyways!

inspirations <3

Kuroyayo <3

Mipochi

oldschool gyaru LOVE!!!

Watanabe Kaoru

I was thinking about something like this xD

Kawabata Kanako

Ayanacchi (??? not sure @.@; )

always gorgeous hair, Mipochi-san <3

so, don't they look really great?!

Ohhh, I so wish I could get tanned and look as good with silver hair too 

(T_T);

some reflections

Hello~
today I'm going to share some of my latest reflections and thoughts.

So, first...
I want to finish my school already. I don't even care if my results will be great or not. I just want to get rid of school finally.... I think studying is not for me... I'm always tired of it and I hate at least 50% of my classes. I hate learning things which are totally not interesting to me (and what's more, I can't really memorise them >< which is even worse ;-; ) and I hate term exams. I also hate the fact my parents have to pay a lot for that stupid school.
So, I want to go to work!
but..
I'm afraid of a few things actually..
1. my friend's business won't work out and I won't get a job at her future-nail art place...
2. I won't be good at this job (;_;)'
3. I won't earn as much as I wish to... *sighs*

I so wish my parents lived with me in Warsaw, life would me much easier and cheaper (I wouldn't have to rent a room = savings )..
I want to have money for my own flat (hahahaha, DREAM! =_= ), all the taxes, life (food etc. ) and of course my own damn pleasures.
what's more, lately I feel so fucking lonely! I guess I will never find a boyfriend because of my stupid "ideal romance & love foreverrrrr" thinking >_<' you have no idea how I envy girls who have perfect Asian boyfriends. I know my chances would've raised IF I changed myself. take off my piercings, hide/erase my tattoos, do hair extentions and change it's colour and just start being more girly. but what would that give me actually? I'm not a person who can lie forever and create a fake image of myself just to be loved/liked by people. I think people who do that aren't happy. how can you be happy if your friends/lover LOVE the image you've created and not just... you? I know such things often include some changes but you know what I mean, right?
but on the other hand I'm afraid I will never find that "ASIAN perfect love of my life" blah blah blah (-_-)'

life sucks.
does it look better in other countries..?

seems like...

.... making suji hair is impossible for me and my stupid hair (-A-)

I've tried out so many tutorials but none of them helped me even A TINY BIT *cries*

HOW DO YOU GALS DO THAT?!

not to mention sujimori, 'cause looks like it's even more impossible for me (.____.)

some gets and love package!

Hello :D
Today I received a package from my beloved friend from Germany - Jessa (n3n) but later about it >w< !
Anyways, I still do not feel well, yesterday I got food poisoning and what's more - yesterday's evening something's happened to my eye (o.ó)' it looks normal but it hurts really bad, especially when I close my eyes or I wink... I feel like someone has poured and acid into my eye, really hurts (;___;) it's all teary and blah.. no idea what's going on... my dad bought me some eye drops and I hope that will do. otherwise I won't be able to wear contact lenses and use any make up (x_x) *dies*

okay, a few days ago my mom and I went to some market (cheap clothing and stuff :"D ! ) aaand she got me those (^_^):

dunno if I look good or bad, but I really love them x3

hairrr... so! I finally tried out Pin's advice about that baby powder :D !

I didn't really use that ( ^^;;;;;;; ) but I had some body talk... so I used that instead :"D

the effect was the same so I think that works as well :3

extentions look more natural now and they smell pretty good :"D (perfumed body talk lol! )

okay, my new love, HEROES VI!!!!

wohooo! that game is AWESOMEEEE! but hell, I must be a really bad player OR the game is somehow hard, 'cause after the first training campaign I can't win anything else.... what the hell (;_;) it kills the fun...

any help? trciks, tips, cheats..? X"D


okay, to the package <3

tadaaa :D

I opened it and I was like "... what's that x'D " but I turned it around and....

a lovely letter <3 I always read letters first <3

BUNNY PLUSHIEEE!!!! SKJADBAHSDF (*A*)

<33333333333333

and two skin care products (>w<) !

so lovelyyyyy, thank you so much Jessa (;A;)~<3

I'm gonna find something cool with pandas and send you it (>O<) !!!!!!

hair problem?

hiya (^_^)/ !
how are you doing in this new year? :3
I should be at school today but uhh... I so didn't want to go back to Warsaw yet, so I decided to stay at home 'til tomorrow (._.)' there's no better place than your own home!

but! back to the subject.
actually I wanted to ask for help/tipses/anything :'D
lol, it may sound really stupid but I honestly have a problem with that (o.ó)'
so...
my hair x:
I wash it every evening. but on the next day's morning they are so flat already and just... not perfectly fresh (not like jhvsdvasj ugly D: just they're not like just-washed-really-nice-and-fresh-hair x: ! ) :7 and then styling problems anddd of course at the afternoon they look bad (-A-)' . as you know, my hair is dyed and the ends are dry. but come onnn DD: at the scalp they get greasy pretty fast >.<
I can't wash my hair on the morning 'cause of two reasons (-_-)"
1. I don't have time so I would have to get up at least one hour earlier... and I guess my flatmates would kill me if I used a hairdryer at 7am >_>;
2. I catch a cold or flu immediately (*A*)' especially when it's not summer...
oh... and a third reason which I totally forgot about (o.ó)'
so, 3 :"D . IT GETS WAVY AGAIN! just a bit of wind and bye bye straight hair >_____< wthhhhh!

anyways... I can't use those anti-greasy shampoos because my hair is dyed! and that kind of shampoos usually have citrus' extracts and wash the colour away :7 dry shampoo? no way. no time once again and I'd still have to use that freaking hairdryer....

so, any help? lol

I so wish I had money for Kerastase cosmetics (T_T)' WHY U SO EXPENSIVE?!

2012's posts?

Hello ~(^_^)~ !
I was sitting here and just wondering about posts in year 2012...
what would you like to see here? (o3o)
maybe you'd like to change something on my blog?


please, leave a comment if you have any ideas (^_^)v